A billion relationships and one

She told that I'm special, but later i discovered that she only said that because she thinks that she is special, and she only meets special people. By time she discovered that I’m no special I’m just different in way that she can’t understand. So she decided to control the relationship in a way that she comes to me when she needs to feel special and leaves me when she doesn’t, she did smart, but she ignored that i knew her well, i just didn’t want her to know because i wanted to know her more. So i decided to leave in silence, no trace left in my way. Sooner the way showed me that i am the one who gives a meaning to her existence in my life, she doesn’t really exist.